My appt was originally scheduled for Sept 25th which seemed like FOREVER away. I put myself on the cancellation list and here we go.
I have been aching to see little B but now that it's scheduled I'm surprised at how terrified I am. Brent thinks I'm nuts because I was worried when I had to wait and now I'm worried that it's almost here.
It doesn't make sense. I am excited, I can't wait to see B. But I worry that something will be wrong. Up until this point it's all kind of been very abstract and now I get to really see what's going on and know either good or bad. YIKES!
Brent can't come with me so I'll be on my own. Fingers and toes and everything else I can will be crossed in anticipation.
On a lighter note, I finally ingested some vegetables and fruit today (sorry about the last couple days B). Mmmmm salad!!! AND I'm 8 weeks today! 5 more weeks (ish) til 2nd trimester!! So exciting!!
bed time for this momma - see you Thurs B!!
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