this is it

With a very heavy heart, I will be returning to work tomorrow. Today was my actual return date, but you had other plans apparently. You spent the majority of yesterday morning crying uncontrollably. Since you don't EVER cry, I knew something wasn't right. No matter what I did, I couldn't calm you. Off to the clinic we went and you were diagnosed with a double ear infection. Poor girl. You started antibiotics right away and seem to be on the mend.

I think you just needed another day with your mommy.

Seeing you in pain like that was absolutely gut-wrenching. I hated every second of it and wish I could have traded you places.  I am glad I didn't wait to take you in to the clinic and I am also very happy the medication started working so quick.

So tomorrow morning we will begin our new routine. I know we will figure it out, it may take some time but we'll get it.

I also know you'll be a star at daycare, you always are. I'm more worried about me! How on earth can I be away from you so much? I'm not sure my heart can take it.

Know this little pumpkin, I will be missing you every second of every day that you are not with me.

I love you more than anything sweet girl.

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